Fun at the Fair

Kaeley loves Pigs. So we went off to the fair at SCC. We had a nice time. Kaeley loved petting all the goats, and rabbits, calfs, and she wanted to pet a pig, but I didnt let her. They were eating and they were so aggesive while that ate. She has such a thing for pigs, but only the pink ones of course. Thats a girl for ya. They had the inflatable slides and bouncy house, she had so much fun, it was just last year that she was afraid to do that stuff by herself, but now she loves it. It was a nice evening together as a family.

Needing some encouragement

Well I just got back from Davenport where I saw my infertility doctor. I am disappointed. He said nothing has changed. He would recommend in vitro for every women if money was no issue, because it is 15,000 each time, it has a good success rate. He said I could try Clomid or Letazole. The clomid I found out puts you at a higher risk for developing ovarian cancer, and when I took it before several years ago, I developed some bad cyst on my ovaries from it. The letazole is a breast cancer medicine but it helps women ovulate, but it has been known to cause birth defects in the fetus. I'm so confused and don't know what to do. We want another baby so bad. Just 2 kids is all I'm asking for. I don't want to do anything that would put me at risk or the baby. I just don't know what to do. Just keep us in your prayers that God will work through me and give me some answers or just help me to ovulate and conceive on my own. We have been trying like this for 4 years now.

Kaeley loves to get her picture taken. We were outside watering flowers together, she loves picking them. She was posing and wanting me to take pictures. To cute. I love taking pictures, I would love to take a class and learn more.

SCRIPTURES FOR THE DAY

Phip Ch 4:13 I CAN DO ALL THINGS THRU CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.

John Ch 16:23 WHATSOEVER YOU ASK IN PRAYER BELIEVING YOU SHALL RECEIVE.

Phip Ch 4:19 MY GOD WILL SUPPLY ALL MY NEEDS ACCORDING TO HIS RICHES IN GLORY.

Romans Ch 8:31 IF GOD BE FOR ME WHO CAN BE AGAINST ME.

Isaiah Ch 54: 17 NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER.

THE LITTLE BOSS

Yesterday was a very draining today. Kaeley was in a mood from the time she woke up. The night before she didn't get to bed until 9pm and bedtime is 8pm, then she woke up early. That usually throws her off all day. Dinner was stressful. She wanted a piece of candy and I told her no, if she eats all her supper then she can have one, of course the broccoli was still on her plate, we went round and round for about 45 min, when I finally gave up, the kid wont sit still to eat, it drives me CRAZY!!!!!!!! I said were done, no candy, and of course the big crying fit started. She had to learn a lesson and I didn't give in. She now is taking what you say to her and repeating it all the time. If I yell at the dog for barking, she will say, stop yelling your being naughty mommy, go to time out. The other day she was playing with her Grandma hiding under some blankets and she popped out of the blanket pointed her finger at Grandma and say sharply "When I tell you to do something, you do it right now", or course Grandma starting laughing her head off, taken back by the shocking words. To Funny. I tired talking to her yesterday telling her that she cant mouth off and say what mommy and daddy are saying. We are the boss, and you are the child. You are being disrespectful and there will be consequences for your actions. I don't know how much she understood, then we prayed together that we would not loose our patience with each other and that she would listen and obey her parents. Things went a little better after that. She usually is very sweet and listens, but she to like the rest of us has our days. That is one thing I need patience for. I feel like I shouldn't have to tell her more then once to do something. I guess your going to have those good and bad days as a parent.

Scripture for the day

Psalm 100
Make a joyful shout to the Lord, all you lands. Serve the Lord with gladness; come before His presence with singing. Know that the Lord, He is God; it is He who has made us, and not we ourselves; we are His people and the sheep of His pasture. Enter into His gates with thanksgiving, and into His courts with praise. Be thankful to Him, and bless His name. For the Lord is good; His mercy is everlasting, and His truth endures to all generations.
I thought this would be a good way for me to spend some time in the word of God, and focus on one scripture a day.
I am so grateful God for everything you have given us. I know you are my provider, and you meet all of our needs. I will put my faith and trust in you for everything. You know that you know our needs even before we do. I pray that I will keep my head up and my focus on you at this upcoming doctors appt in Davenport about having another baby. You are the miracle worker and I ask that doubt and unbelief leave my mind. That you fill me joy and peace, and to remember that your word will never return void.