Fun at the Fair

Kaeley loves Pigs. So we went off to the fair at SCC. We had a nice time. Kaeley loved petting all the goats, and rabbits, calfs, and she wanted to pet a pig, but I didnt let her. They were eating and they were so aggesive while that ate. She has such a thing for pigs, but only the pink ones of course. Thats a girl for ya. They had the inflatable slides and bouncy house, she had so much fun, it was just last year that she was afraid to do that stuff by herself, but now she loves it. It was a nice evening together as a family.

Needing some encouragement

Well I just got back from Davenport where I saw my infertility doctor. I am disappointed. He said nothing has changed. He would recommend in vitro for every women if money was no issue, because it is 15,000 each time, it has a good success rate. He said I could try Clomid or Letazole. The clomid I found out puts you at a higher risk for developing ovarian cancer, and when I took it before several years ago, I developed some bad cyst on my ovaries from it. The letazole is a breast cancer medicine but it helps women ovulate, but it has been known to cause birth defects in the fetus. I'm so confused and don't know what to do. We want another baby so bad. Just 2 kids is all I'm asking for. I don't want to do anything that would put me at risk or the baby. I just don't know what to do. Just keep us in your prayers that God will work through me and give me some answers or just help me to ovulate and conceive on my own. We have been trying like this for 4 years now.

Kaeley loves to get her picture taken. We were outside watering flowers together, she loves picking them. She was posing and wanting me to take pictures. To cute. I love taking pictures, I would love to take a class and learn more.

SCRIPTURES FOR THE DAY

Phip Ch 4:13 I CAN DO ALL THINGS THRU CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.

John Ch 16:23 WHATSOEVER YOU ASK IN PRAYER BELIEVING YOU SHALL RECEIVE.

Phip Ch 4:19 MY GOD WILL SUPPLY ALL MY NEEDS ACCORDING TO HIS RICHES IN GLORY.

Romans Ch 8:31 IF GOD BE FOR ME WHO CAN BE AGAINST ME.

Isaiah Ch 54: 17 NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER.

THE LITTLE BOSS

Yesterday was a very draining today. Kaeley was in a mood from the time she woke up. The night before she didn't get to bed until 9pm and bedtime is 8pm, then she woke up early. That usually throws her off all day. Dinner was stressful. She wanted a piece of candy and I told her no, if she eats all her supper then she can have one, of course the broccoli was still on her plate, we went round and round for about 45 min, when I finally gave up, the kid wont sit still to eat, it drives me CRAZY!!!!!!!! I said were done, no candy, and of course the big crying fit started. She had to learn a lesson and I didn't give in. She now is taking what you say to her and repeating it all the time. If I yell at the dog for barking, she will say, stop yelling your being naughty mommy, go to time out. The other day she was playing with her Grandma hiding under some blankets and she popped out of the blanket pointed her finger at Grandma and say sharply "When I tell you to do something, you do it right now", or course Grandma starting laughing her head off, taken back by the shocking words. To Funny. I tired talking to her yesterday telling her that she cant mouth off and say what mommy and daddy are saying. We are the boss, and you are the child. You are being disrespectful and there will be consequences for your actions. I don't know how much she understood, then we prayed together that we would not loose our patience with each other and that she would listen and obey her parents. Things went a little better after that. She usually is very sweet and listens, but she to like the rest of us has our days. That is one thing I need patience for. I feel like I shouldn't have to tell her more then once to do something. I guess your going to have those good and bad days as a parent.

Scripture for the day

Psalm 100
Make a joyful shout to the Lord, all you lands. Serve the Lord with gladness; come before His presence with singing. Know that the Lord, He is God; it is He who has made us, and not we ourselves; we are His people and the sheep of His pasture. Enter into His gates with thanksgiving, and into His courts with praise. Be thankful to Him, and bless His name. For the Lord is good; His mercy is everlasting, and His truth endures to all generations.
I thought this would be a good way for me to spend some time in the word of God, and focus on one scripture a day.
I am so grateful God for everything you have given us. I know you are my provider, and you meet all of our needs. I will put my faith and trust in you for everything. You know that you know our needs even before we do. I pray that I will keep my head up and my focus on you at this upcoming doctors appt in Davenport about having another baby. You are the miracle worker and I ask that doubt and unbelief leave my mind. That you fill me joy and peace, and to remember that your word will never return void.

Mommy I love you to number 12

I was cuddling with Kaeley tonight reading books. She just loves to be read to. I was sitting in the chair in her room, waiting for her to go sleep. I thought she had already fallen to sleep and she says, mommy I love you so much, I love to number 12. It was so cute. Im so grateful for every moment I have with her. Ya know sometimes we get so caught up in the "to do list" etc etc. I tell ya I wish I had a housekeeper and someone to take care of the yard and weed pulling that is a never ending job. I have always been so task driven, and have to get it all done. But in time and I'm learning the lessons of life.
I know when I look back on life, I want to remember the times we shared together as a family, because I will never remember what I needed to clean or what laundry I did that day. Life is so short, and I want to make sure I feel that time up with my loved ones and friends. Making memories that is what you will carry with you forever. So any of you out there who are stressing over the small stuff, sit back and relax and look at the big picture. Specially with your children, they only little for a short period. Take in all the hugs and kisses that you can get.

How our Life began

I will start off in this first blog by telling you how our life began. First off I am 31 and my husband Jamie is 33. We will be married 10 years in Sept. Yeah!!! Jamie and I meet at church play we were both in. Later on our paths crossed again, and I was dating a guy who had brain cancer and was in remission, but the cancer came back. Jamie started showing up more at places we were at, and at the time I was to overwhelmed with what was going on with Troy. I had been praying that a good Christian guy would come into my life, because in the past I had dated all the wrong ones. When Troy came along, I thought he could be the one. Troy died months later. Soon after this happened I kept hearing this voice in my head telling me to give Jamie a chance, so we went out few times. He was a very nice and quiet guy. After hours of talking and getting to know each other, we knew that we were meant to be. We dated for 8 months and got engaged. 1 1/2 years later we got married on Spet 19, 1998. God knew and had a plan for our lifes long before we knew. He is an insurance salesman. He is self employed, and if you ever need any health, or life ins, medical supplements, or nursing home coverage he can help ya. I work for Dr. Hendricks, an orthopaedic doctor. I will be here 8 years this July.
We have one daughter after 6 years or trying infertlity meds, shots etc. I was told by doctors that my uterus is misshaped and if I could get pregnant, I would not be able to carry a baby. Needless to say, God would control that outcome. He knew the desires of my heart to have childern. When I went up to start my FSH shots to try to get pregnant, I was already pregnant, they were or course all shocked. All I can say is God is good and very faithful. Our daughter was born 5-31-04. 6# 4 oz. 19 3/4 inches long. Kaeley Emma Hunerdosse is her name. Now she is 4 years old. I love being a mom. Or course there are days that are very hard, it is all worth it. 2 years ago I had a misscarried. It was probably one of the worse things I have gone throught, but you grow from it and Im stronger now, and can understand other peoples hurt that have had the same thing happen. We have been trying for one more baby. Nothing has happend yet. So we are going to Dr. Figge in Davenport he is my infertilty doctor on July 28-08. To have him run some test, check my hormone levels, etc etc. We are just going to try a medication called Clomid, because it suppose to help women ovulate who dont. And I dont much, and have a low progesterone level also. So wish us luck and keep us in your prayers.
Well now that you know us better the next blogs will be our daily life and funny moments, special times, and lessons learned.